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aleksa..

i don’t think i can understand

what i’ve done to make you feel this way

i don’t understand how you could possibly love me the way you do

what ive read makes it clear to me the love you felt was so overwhelming strong

it really does reflect more on you because i really did not show that much love during our time together

it reflects on how loving you are

you really are the most loving, caring, gentile, kind, sweet girl i know

^ person i know

you don’t have a mean bone in your body

or an an awful atom

your just so sweet and it breaks my heart

you mention how your hopefull i realize my mistake and it’s rememberd as a bump in the road

while it’s possible you really shoudnt count on it

i’d hold a terrible burden for my life if i could never bring myself clear of the aromantic cage, and watched my sweet girl laying in weight for what’s to never come

i would feel wrong and you would feel alone

not to say i want you to go looking for a mate primal-y. that would be weird. i just don’t want you to get hung up on the past

but i really will miss you, i really will regret it, i probably will still want you for a long time

and i mean it

i just won’t act on it

i guess i just don’t feel like it

that sounds wrong but i don’t mean it in a

“why won’t you go to the beach” .. “don’t feel like it”

i mean it in a deeper way just something something i just don’t

like aromantic cages

i liked your letter i cried an i don’t care because i liked your letter

i’ve got a lot of lyrics to treasure hunt

and the drawing is genuinly super impressive i genuinly thought it was printed when i first saw it

really really cool

you said such nice things about me

and i don’t deserve most of it

i can’t bring myself to understand the love you had/have for me

genuinly i don’t know why you feel this way about me

i love knowing or hearing what people think about me

i guess everyone does but i really do ill go out of my way to hear people’s opinion of me

when you described me with interesting words my eyes lit up

genuinly

i love it so much

you mean so much to me aleksa

you always did i’ll never regret the time we had

the love you’ve shown me

i hate phone calls i never called people before i doubt i’ll call people again

i liked calling you tho

because you were nice to me

and you understood me

a lot

i have a lot to say

but i don’t know how to say it

i’ll be back

aleksa im still admiring your artwork
its really really good
  im really really sorry